Thursday, August 28, 2008

FRUSTRATION

I am pretty bummed because I feel as though I am going to be fat forever. I started school last week and haven't been to the gym for almost a week. I haven't really had a chance. I guess I can't blame myself too much, but this morning I could have been at the gym, but I chose to stay home and catch up on some computer things.

I DON'T WANT TO BE FAT ANYMORE!!!!!

This is so much harder then quitting smoking. It shouldn't be this hard. I feel as though I am not doing soooo bad, but I look at how I was a month ago and there is such a difference. I hope I can keep on trucking and continue to lose weight instead of just maintaining.

GRRRRRRRR!