a week later

I feel like a new person today. I'm sure it's the hormones surging in a positive way, but i'll take it. The older i get, the more i relish mind frames like the one i am currently in. I did a new yoga DVD today. I meditated, quite unsuccessfully. And I have a photography class on Saturday morning. I'm excited about that. I have had this belief since i was young, that you are good at what you are good at. However, i think i am beginning to realize that everything takes practice and improvement. I can still do anything i want, i just have to learn and improve. We'll see i guess.... I'll let you know when i am on the cover of TIME magazine.

peace

Just relax

I've had quite a few weeks. My doctor ordered generic birth control and I'm blaming all my mood swings on that. I've screamed and cried almost every day since the switch. Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating. Maybe not EVERY day, but the majority... at least 75%!! I was afraid the better half might think twice about celebrating our 2nd wedding anniversary yesterday. (is that the paper anniversary?!?!) He of course was wonderful. We went to Lowes and was there for 90 minutes and accomplished NOTHING. This of course was due to the lack of informed personnel. however, afterwards we went to the Humane Society where we adopted our dog 1 year ago and gave them a picture to display. Then we went to an amazing restaurant in Lawrence KS, Free State Brewery. It was delicious. And even though I weighed in before this gigantic meal and posted a 2 lb weight loss, i'll be working that meal off all week. It was so worth it.

so here's to 2 years of wedded bliss... and yoga and meditation all week to smooth out this personality disorder I seem to be developing in my 30's.

love and peace to all!!

motivated

I have now been on weight watchers for 5 months and have lost 30 lbs. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I may even be able to wear shorts this summer with out vomiting :-)

yay!