can I keep this up?

well it's not 100/100, but it's still an A.
currently *as far as I know* I have A's in both of my classes. I'm very proud of myself. I just hope I can keep this up. My English class is a lot of work, but I'm sure it is worth it. I think when you go to college right out of high school, sometimes you are in the classes because you have to be. I am in my classes today in order to learn how to do these things, not because I have to take them in order to get a degree. I'm really trying to learn.

So many many things have happened since I last posted. I have been going through... well let's call it a "thing" with a past friend. Well see I ... how can I explain this. ...
a long long long time ago.... i befriended a girl... it was around 6th grade... i have been friends with this girl ever since... we have been through A LOT!... She is more of the bully type, but this attitude was never directed at me.. so we've grown up and the attitude seemed to be calming down... this "friend" asked for a favor one day... and i obliged... which was a big mistake on my part... i was just trying to be nice, but I didn't think this through... all i can say is... NEVER LEND YOUR FRIENDS MONEY... it never turns out good... especially large sums... so to make a long story short... i have had to foot the bill for an expensive item for 2 years now... she has managed to pay 11% of the total cost. I myself have paid 57%. this item will be paid off in the next year... BY ME. so i decided to take back the item from said friend... and this is what she replied...

"Bonnie... We need to figure out how much I've paid towards "said item" so I know how much
I'm getting back. I paid something, something would be mine. I will look at my records. Some was not covered under warranty. We will have "said item" when we have an amount ... (now here is the real kicker)... or I guess you could be a real CUNT and not give me money back for something that's been in my possession for over 2 years. Two can play."

It then goes on to say basically how horrible of a friend I am. Now I know 99% of the people who may read this don't know what kind of person I am, but I can tell you that I'm not the kind of person that deserves this. I pride myself in being a good friend and to get this back for doing something nice for this person is devastating. I guess telling myself that she is obviously not a friend worth having and she's the one missing out only does so much. With this being said I appreciate the real friends I do have. And with this incident have rethought all of my friendships and her friendship is the only one that I never felt was 50/50. So I'm done being used. I will concentrate on all the wonderful friendships that I have now.

now if she would only call me back i could pick up "said item"